In the past couple days I have been in a really funky mood. So funky that I haven't really been able to describe it. Here goes, I have been feeling restless, somewhat lonely at times, stir-crazy, weak, inadequate, and bored, but that isn't all of it. I also feel so happy, sure of myself and silly at other times. As I wrote this, I looked back and wondered if I am bipolar (however, I am not). Then I realized that it has only been a couple of weeks since I moved back home from college, and that I must be homesick. Not crazy, just homesick (I am not saying people with bipolar are crazy, I am saying that I am feeling crazy).
To top that off, I haven't been able to get that much sleep and everybody knows how grouchy I get. I mean I become a huge b*tch and really mean. This also happens when I am really hungry too, so when I am really hungry and sleep deprived. everyone should watch out. I am a scary lady to deal with then; I guess I am so scary that my own sisters are afraid of me when I am in that mood. Good thing I try to say away from that, but with both of my jobs and working so much sometimes its hard to get enough sleep and eat enough.
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